A Brand New Me, A Brand new Chapter in Life !!!

Start of Mar 0102Hrs , Its past midnight.. Good evening to you all living owls out there.

It's Over, my relationship with you. 28/02/06, exactly 3 years 6 mnths since we were together. The promises you made to me, SMSes, and friendster testimonial I guess hasnt come true or was made on impulse.. Perhaps you were still young then, maybe you weren't so career minded at that time. Your new job/career has changed you, no longer the same person I once knew..

The SMS you sent me yesterday was the confirmation I needed. Do you really expect me to send that to you first ? Were you expecting me to make the first move ? No..I will never, cause truthfully my heart is still with you. Well I leave in no regrets, no sadness, no dissapointment and no tears in my eyes. Why should I, and why should you ? Let's just move on with our lives, there's a bright future ahead for the both of us. Time will heal all wounds.

Perhaps/maybe I am not the suitable/right guy for you.. A person like you certainly don't deserve a Man like me. I've put you through so much heartache, I'm not the 'guai' kind like what you are and certainly we have different views in life.. In a relationship breakup theres no single party who's in the right or wrong, but in this case, it is more to my fault I have to admit. I learnt to change, but unfortunately, we swapped roles in the end. You did not have time for me, and a few SMS you sent felt like flying shattered glass piercing through the center of my already half-broken heart..

I am 1 mnth to my ORD, then I will be starting another new and fresh chapter in my life, cant wait to start sch in Apr (SIM) and work on my career at the same time. Today, is the start of the brand new me !! A brand new chapter, a brand new beginning in life..

Since the breakup, my views of life has changed. I shall no longer have the same old personality of inflicting self harm on myself and doing silly things because of matters like this. I came to realise it's just not worth it. How can I ever trust a gal's words after going through so much..

From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely wish,hope and bless you in your career and relationship if there will be a new guy in your life. Do not worry for Sugar Baby will be safe in my care. Take care and don't sink into depression. I will still be here to listen to your troubles/problems and offer you solutions if you need as a friend.

-Geoffrey signing off with peace @ 0133HRS